Stress

Yes, it's one of those good-for-nothing stupidly pathetic, miserable gloomy days. Exams went worse than I expected, not because I didn't know what I was talking about, but because time management is not my strongest point and the person looking at my exam paper will think I know nothing! Argh! Very pissed off.

Hope and pray I've done better than I think. Suffering failure is something I'm very very bad at. Simply won't do it.

In need of an orgasm, now! Am downloading something as I write this in fact. Praise the person whoever thought up necessary masturbation to combat all of life's sadness.

Two exams to go. Will do better. Manage time. Practice makes perfect. Self motivation is key.

Must not stew in our misery too long as might fall over the edge of sanity.

'Work hard for the sake of it and not with any success in mind' somebody whose mind i respect once said to me. Days like this make me wish I thought that were true.