Back on form

So, it's all over. Every part of my body is crossed in hope that I've passed the last exam I'm due to be taking in a long while.

And for the first time in my life I really don't know what to expect next. Previously, I'd always known.

Now that the academia is over for the time being, I can concentrate on my creative interests, focus more of my attention on this blog and pay due homage to my penis.

Of course, the cock thing really ought to come first (yes, there's a pun). The next week is filled with fun and interviews. Confidence should therefore be on top form one feels.

Increasingly, I've thought my lack of action somehow equates me with the Pope. The difference between us is however that I'm now in a position to grab the bull by the horn whereas he can merely utter a pray and ask forgiveness.

A gaydar profile seems to be on the cards, as is a mysinglefriend.com profile. And that woman, she most certainly needs to be found.

At home over the weekend. Have found time to:

1)paint
2)download an assortment of porn
3)eat my entire body weight (as per usual) in Indian food
4)spend time with my family as it dawns on them that I'm never going to be home the way I used to
5)realise that my life is not about to begin
6)started a facebook account. I thought I'd mention it and confess my hypocrisy before any of you did. The thing is, keeping in touch with friends I've made over the years is an important thing Methinks. Facebook seems the only way to do this successfully. And, I have more time to sit browsing than I used to. It's probably also the best way of finding out whether the people i suspected were gay actually are.

Back in London tomorrow for the first party. ONandON is the venue. I wait with bated breath. To feel the freedom rushing through my veins and the veins of others.

Want some action by the end of the week. If i set myself a target, I'll feel able to achieve it. The Dame is over mid week for a spot of nothingness (which is always grand). On Friday we set Lady Montague off on her travels before she starts her 'proper job'. Tuesday evening we celebrate Titania's engagement. And we have a picnic with Lady Capulet on Wednesday.

Summer is finally upon us.